Why?

I have tooo many worries for a "sane" person. I really need to find someone to talk to. Someone outside of the situation, who doesn't know any of the parties involved. I like that people trust me, but what I'm told tears me apart and I have to get it out.

I leave for State Fair in less than a week. I'm really dreading it. I'm going to miss out on a lot while I'm gone.

My heart is heavy, and I wish I didn't know why.