Giving 100% or something

all or nothing.
no holding back.
running forward
with
everything i am.

I wish I could say that I was. I'm at this point where I can't focus on one thing. I thought I could multi-task, but now I'm just a scatterbrain.

I have too many commitments and I'm not ready to cut any of them.

I used to write so much. I had a novel in progress, poems came naturally, writing was like therapy for me. Suddenly it all diminished. I used to think that it was a curse and that I was tied to a pen and paper. I miss it. I can't even journal properly. It sucks.