The awkward smiley :]

Hmm. It's been awhile.

New things:

-School started- 15 units and I intend to keep all of them!

I'm taking: Step Aerobics (dangerous for me), Intermediate Algebra (mentally dangerous for me), Social Psychology (funny), Small Group Communication (the best!), and ASL 2nd Semester (review...).

-I was attacked by some bugs and ended up looking pretty crappy this week (the first week of classes). They're finally starting to go away! One of our regular customers at work thought they were hickeys...and then he proceeded to suggest that someone I work with gave them to me. Oh no! That wasn't awkward at all!

-Ingrid Michaelson is one of my new favorite artists...lyrics like, "I cannot find the heart I gave to you." ("Glass") and "I have come to learn I'll only see you interrupting me dreams.." (The Hat)" "I never thought that I would be the type...to fall overboard just so you can catch me" ("Overboard") They're just sweet catchy songs...

-I've discovered something unsettling about my relationship with someone. Although I know it would be easier to just let it be... I'm determined to fix it.

-My hair is reddish again..in the past I've love it this color, but lately it doesn't feel right. I attempted to explain this to someone and failed.

-"I want to leave a legacy...How will they remember me? Did I choose to love?" ("Legacy"- Nicole Nordeman)

This song is once again running through my head...I need to live as though I will die tomorrow.

♥

Happy New Year!

My first post of the new year! Nevermind the fact that its February.

Life...life...life...is complicated. Things were simpler before December. Simpler before Monday.

My jamba store closed in December and I was very very sad. I loved coming to work. My co-workers were awesome, manager was super-chill, we were winning a promotion...life was good.
Oh yeah, we were barely making any money...but thats beside the point. I had the best job.
So we were closed the 22nd with no warning really. It was a sad day.

So I got transferred about a month ago to this high volume store not too far from where I go to school. Its been a huuuuuge adjustment. I like rain for even more reasons now.

School started Monday. I was taking 17 units, but I was overwhelmed by the amount of hw I had just that first day and dropped my 5 unit class. Now I'm down to the obligatory 12 units.
I like all my classes so far.

I got some bad news Monday night. My life...my family is going to be dramatically changed by this...but I have peace. I made a conscious decision to give all of this to God. I trust that he can handle it.

There have been good things this year. On Tuesday my old Human Anatomy teacher asked my friend and I if we wanted to housesit for her while she teaches field school over spring break.

It rained...and I love the rain. I went for a 45 min walk in the rain and loved every minute of it.

You only live once.