Too much thinking...and still no conclusions

Watch out...the rambling is here.

I am frustrated with a few people at the moment but mostly with myself.

WHY?? Why?

I am angry because I sit on the sidelines. I watch...I'm a spectator and I feel stuck there.

I am capable...I know I am. I settled on the social ladder and now it feels like I'll never get off this rung.

I'm president of my 4-H club. I talk a tonnnn. I go up to people and talk to them. So why?

God, why?

and why do I feel the need to keep a facade that this is all ok with me.
people always think i'm fine because i act like i am. i don't want to walk around all mopey...but i'm tired of being a hypocrite. i really don't know what i should do...blaahblah.

gahh. i'm so confused.
i don't even know what i'm thinking anymore.

We've got quizzing fever...

Bible quizzing is coming soon and my team is very excited!

But there is a twist...we now have quizzing fever.

The question: what happened as a result of Adam's sin?

Answer: The stream of humanity was polluted
I am serious...that was taken straight out of the book. So we pull out our fishy crackers and all four of us (yes) start saying, "fishieeee!!"

It's so sad...I'm sorry.

Hurray!

Wow! I have a blogspot...yay?

I'm getting tired of xanga.

15:13 comes from John 15:13 --Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends.

I'm reading Romans right now and really loving it. I hate legalism, and God is showing me how legalistic I am. It's very humbling.
More later...